Here’s a curve.I call it my irrational-happyness curve.
Point 1 is the first day i meet mr.i-dont-know-what-to-name-his-engagement-with-me.It going to increase equivalent with accumulated time i spent with him.Point 2, time when rendezvous is over.I feel sad for a moment, then it’s going to flat.Point 3 is several days after that.I’m being a litlle or maybemuch weird. I up, i down, i up, i down.Until point 4 , when it come back to the my ordinary happynes curve, all flat.And it starting over next time i meet him.
I hate to admitted this-That presence and absence of somebody could affected my emotion that much.
I use the words : woman being.